WOOOOOO!!! CHARADES!
Alright today after school was the most kekek-est day of my life.Played charades in the library.Laughed so hard.LOL. Paired up with Rifdi, then Hanah was with Shikin, Zom with Mir and Tiq with Fiz! Did a lot of stupid acts. Had to be told to shush-ed so many times.LOL. On one account, me and Rifdi got a card and the first thing we saw was "FREE WILLY". SIAK AH,macam mana nak act macam whale?? My pair only have Sea Lion and
Badak. HAHAHHA! OK.CRAP! Then Shikin and Hanah another one. DAMN FUNNY! XD
They had to act out
MOMMY DEAREST. And you know how they acted it out for us to guess?
MOMMY - pretended to put the baby to sleep.
DEAREST - they put their index fingers at their temples and then acted like a
DEER! haha!
We had
NO UBBER CLUE what they were doing for DEAREST! We were like guessing "BULL!","HORNS","DEVIL" so on and so forth. HAHAH! In a way we were relaxing our minds from the hectic school life! So fuunnn! :D
Oh yes.Did I mention that over lunch I had infamously declared that I would set up a
Booby Badak Academy/University?? I probably wasn't in the right mindset! HOW TO BUILD ACADEMY?NO MONEEEYYYYYY!! :'(
Back to topic.I have a habit of digressing to another topic.Not good. :(
So anyway, I WANT PLAY CHARADES AGAIN. Just being with
SBH<3, it's just so therapeutic.HAHAH!
Had Chem Test today. My mind was blank all of a sudden,and those questions which seem so familiar,just slip out of my memory storage like that,as if it was deleted my my memory space! I studied so hard for it, yet due to panic,I lost it all. GRRRHHH!! But still,I think I can still make it,though. Wait,I don't think I can. My drawing were mostly wrong,didn't put bracket and all that! Like whatiswrongwithme?
Tomorrow going out with cousin,I think.If she doesn't need to work,that is. HAHA. If I do go out tomorrow, I would get these things for some people :
- Yellow watch for Rifdi ( Belated birthday present )
- Present for Tiq ( It's a surprise Tiq! )
- Clothes ( I need to "update" my cupboard )
Okay. I don't know if I should go to T3 tomorrow. I just feel like sitting down and reflecting.Oh wells. I shall do that tomorrow or Sunday,depends on my weekend schedule.
Somehow,I just feel so tired of chasing one thing after another. It's pointless of me doing so,yet I am still doing it. If it even makes sense to me right now, I would not bother. But right now, the puzzle is quizzing me too much that I can't take it anymore. God,help me,please. Don't drag this any further.I don't wish to be in this situation any longer,just get me out of this,please. I don't want to be disillusioned by fantasy and forget what reality has in store for me. I want to live, I don't wish to be dead yet. I am left in between these 2 worlds,I just don't know which path to take. One is too good to be true, while the other is just too painful to go through. Though it is quite a clear cut, but I can't bear to face both the consequences. It's too agonizing for me to even face it. Get me out of my misery fast. I don't want to see myself breaking into shredded pieces in the future. Piece me back like how I used to be. Let bygones be bygones. I don't want history to repeat itself. Please.
I need my pills to secure me in life,
I need to revive myself from this shit.
Only one thing can erase all this pain in
me,
There's nothing else other than you.
<3
"I promise I won't leave you,because ilysm baby." - you promised,remember?never got it off from my mind.it's stuck like glue,do you know that?
imysvm.sweet memories,bitter endings.yet,I'm still finding you.
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