I HEARTSS HEARTSS THIS VERSION OF SUGAR.




THIS GUY HAS THE VOICE OF AN ANGEL MANN..! His voice makes my heart just melt. Ohemmgeeee..!!

Despite all those above, THIS ONE IS STILL THE B.E.S.T!! <3333




WOAAAAHHH!THEIR VOICES SO ANGELIC. All so cute!! Ohhemmgee.I need these songs! Like OH MY GOD OH MY GOD!Awesome voice.


Okay,khaliesah. Stop it. BUT IT'S SO NICE. damn. Alright, today school was okay.TGIF. Remedial all cancelled.Postponed to next Thursday. Hmm, I need to prepare for Speech Day. Like OHHEMMGEE. Next week is like whaat? Handing Down Ceremony.Oh gosh. So many things to do,so little time. Need to study, need to do homework, need to prepare for Speech Day, need to buy clothes,need to.... There is just too many to list. Let's forget about listing all of them out.

So, tomorrow I am going out. I hope la. I scared my cousin can't make it last minute,then I'll be so sian at home. Oh wells.

Okay,I feel sleepy, though it's only 10.30pm. Haish. Nights people.

♥imy@ 9:46 PM

TIREEEED. x/


School ended late today. Ended at 5.30pm. Do you know how draggy the English Compre thingy was...? It's like so tak perlu punya workshop la sey. Then after that, went to meet Mdm Choo for Speech Day Emcee script. Went out of school at what, 6pm? Let's see that would be 9 hours of classes! That is equivalent to your sleeping time! In fact 1 hour more than your average sleeping time!! Siao sia. Going bongus already!! You study more than you sleep,when sleeping is more important for your body to function! Geez.

Alright, Rifdi and Hanah sent me a message. Let's start with Rifdi's.

Rifdi's message

Guess what we are exactly a month to prelim. Mampos

The last word is an apt word for my situation. Let me reapeat that. MAMPOS. M-A-M (MAM), P-O-S (POS) = MAMPOS.

I still haven't wake up my idea yet. That is sick. I still have plenty of chapters to cover before Prelim. That's just plainly sick.


Message from Hanah

Hey ppl! Jiayou 4 ur chem spa skill 3 this wk! All the best!

Another killer. It's not this week. It's TOMORROW. -.-
And I haven't memorised how to do experiments and the graphs and the QA and so much more.The ironic thing though is I.AM.STILL.ON.THIS.LAPPY.BLOGGING.HOW.FUN.IS.THAT.


Great. Just so very great. Let's just say I appreciated those messages.GARH. Like OMG,calling for,SOS!!

Okay.Enough is enough.Let me get my butt off, and start mugging. God, I really need help. I swear I do.



TOODLES. <3333

♥imy@ 7:58 PM

LOL-ing day today. (Since when the days were never filled with MY laughter?? o.0 )

No elaboration needed.I know,you know, we know, they don't know.Hahaha. Haiyo, then there's like so many people today yang belum lagi nak WAKE UP yet. Aku ni dah terpinga-pinga bila dia orang ni semua nak sedar diri sikit. Nampaknya, seumur hidup pun dorang takkan sedar diri. Haiz..Sedih eh nasib dorang? My fullest condolences,eh salah,"Empathy".

Anyways, kind of tiring today. Physics was rather dry today except for the first part of the lesson.English, watched Michael Jackson video clip,mesmerised by his dance. That is an irony,because I used to have a phobia of him that I cried every time I hear him on the radio and wail every time I see him on television. I don't know,when I was young, he looks so scary, like a ghost.

What else?Oh yes.


Today marks the 23rd year of your life on Earth. I hope you just don't get damned by the people around you. Enjoy your life while you can. Although,you would never be able to read this,but somehow, I hope you stay healthy (??) and stay away from trouble.Hahha. Good luck in everything you do. When you fail or fall, I'll be there to help you rise on your feet again. Happy Birthday. <333


What was I thinking? Aiya, see la. Too obsessed with the past, now see what I become. This drives me insane. Somebody get me my pills,so that I would suffer from amnesia and never remember him again. I wish to move on,like seriously. I really wish to do so.

Bodoh,thanks ehh for the things you have done. Like appreciated,NOT. Tengok ah,aku da jadi macam orang gila sekarang pasal kau. BODOWHHSK.

Okay,I am not in my right mindset.I better go, before the post gets more....unbearable.



BYE BYE SAYANGS. <33333

Labels: insane.

♥imy@ 8:30 PM

2nd post for the day.

Changed my picture! Hhaha,coz that pic I used for FB already. So let me have some variety.LAWLZ. xD

Okay. Went out with mom,brother and grandma just now.Supposedly the plan was to pick up my another brother at Chinatown,but tak jadi because he was on the way home already. In the end, went to Popular at J.E and head back home again. Macam keje bodowh kanns?

Reached Causeway and went to Banquet to eat brunchner ( breakfast cum lunch cum dinner ).Then went to Popular again to get some books that I couldn't find at J.E's Popular. And after that I am home.

Haven't bought any of the presents yet! Like eurgh. Sorry people! I'll get it ASAP when I go to town next week aites? Hahahah! I kept procrastinating to buy their presents! Sorreh. :(

Alrights people,that's enough of me for today.Tomorrow will be the start of another week whereby I'll work my ass off again,studying in the wee hours in the morning. Haiz.Sadded.


TOODLES SAYANGS. <333

♥imy@ 7:45 PM

Dear YUCKS,

I appreciated your comments.But hey,this is definitely not your playground. So out you go little kid. Go find your new playground to play.

Labels: an opened battlefield.

♥imy@ 1:36 PM

HAHAHA! Random line. Addicted to this line thanks to the song Funhouse by P!nk. Love it.

Changed my blogskin! Jyeah! Hahha! Something simple. Don't want have a childish skin anymore, nanti ada orang-orang yang tidak diundang memberi comment yang aku sungguh tak perlukan.

Sorry about the partly emo post yesterday.Apparently,something happened,and that explains what is written on yesterday's post. Shall not elaborate. Makes my heart cry every time I think about it.Oh wells.

So,didn't go out today. My cousin went out with her other friends. Not going out with her this week I guess.

Eh babe! When can I go out with you siolz? HAHAH!

Probably just going to visit the airport tomorrow. Yeah! The atmosphere at T3 just give me reasons to live and to smile. Anyway,I just miss the food there! Hahah!

Did nothing much today. Boredom does kill people. Alright,I think I'm off to Fantasy Land.
SLEEEPPEHHHH. :D


TOODLES PEEPS. <333

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♥imy@ 9:51 PM

Alright today after school was the most kekek-est day of my life.Played charades in the library.Laughed so hard.LOL. Paired up with Rifdi, then Hanah was with Shikin, Zom with Mir and Tiq with Fiz! Did a lot of stupid acts. Had to be told to shush-ed so many times.LOL. On one account, me and Rifdi got a card and the first thing we saw was "FREE WILLY". SIAK AH,macam mana nak act macam whale?? My pair only have Sea Lion and Badak. HAHAHHA! OK.CRAP! Then Shikin and Hanah another one. DAMN FUNNY! XD

They had to act out MOMMY DEAREST. And you know how they acted it out for us to guess?

MOMMY - pretended to put the baby to sleep.
DEAREST - they put their index fingers at their temples and then acted like a DEER! haha!

We had NO UBBER CLUE what they were doing for DEAREST! We were like guessing "BULL!","HORNS","DEVIL" so on and so forth. HAHAH! In a way we were relaxing our minds from the hectic school life! So fuunnn! :D

Oh yes.Did I mention that over lunch I had infamously declared that I would set up a Booby Badak Academy/University?? I probably wasn't in the right mindset! HOW TO BUILD ACADEMY?NO MONEEEYYYYYY!! :'(

Back to topic.I have a habit of digressing to another topic.Not good. :(
So anyway, I WANT PLAY CHARADES AGAIN. Just being with SBH<3, it's just so therapeutic.HAHAH!

Had Chem Test today. My mind was blank all of a sudden,and those questions which seem so familiar,just slip out of my memory storage like that,as if it was deleted my my memory space! I studied so hard for it, yet due to panic,I lost it all. GRRRHHH!! But still,I think I can still make it,though. Wait,I don't think I can. My drawing were mostly wrong,didn't put bracket and all that! Like whatiswrongwithme?


Tomorrow going out with cousin,I think.If she doesn't need to work,that is. HAHA. If I do go out tomorrow, I would get these things for some people :

• • Yellow watch for Rifdi ( Belated birthday present )
  • Present for Tiq ( It's a surprise Tiq! )
  • Clothes ( I need to "update" my cupboard )

Okay. I don't know if I should go to T3 tomorrow. I just feel like sitting down and reflecting.Oh wells. I shall do that tomorrow or Sunday,depends on my weekend schedule.

Somehow,I just feel so tired of chasing one thing after another. It's pointless of me doing so,yet I am still doing it. If it even makes sense to me right now, I would not bother. But right now, the puzzle is quizzing me too much that I can't take it anymore. God,help me,please. Don't drag this any further.I don't wish to be in this situation any longer,just get me out of this,please. I don't want to be disillusioned by fantasy and forget what reality has in store for me. I want to live, I don't wish to be dead yet. I am left in between these 2 worlds,I just don't know which path to take. One is too good to be true, while the other is just too painful to go through. Though it is quite a clear cut, but I can't bear to face both the consequences. It's too agonizing for me to even face it. Get me out of my misery fast. I don't want to see myself breaking into shredded pieces in the future. Piece me back like how I used to be. Let bygones be bygones. I don't want history to repeat itself. Please.

I need my pills to secure me in life,

I need to revive myself from this shit.

Only one thing can erase all this pain in
me,

There's nothing else other than you.
<3

"I promise I won't leave you,because ilysm baby." - you promised,remember?never got it off from my mind.it's stuck like glue,do you know that?

imysvm.sweet memories,bitter endings.yet,I'm still finding you.

Labels: get me out of this.

♥imy@ 7:03 PM

Malay Listening Comprehension was fun! Actually before LC starts,it was fun.But after that,not fun already.HAHAH!
Lazy to insert details.

CHERRY BOMB.


Heheh! :)
Okay.I was relatively very high today. I have upgraded myself from 3 horns to... 4 horns.Like WOAH! No la,it's because I bun-ed up my hair today. Then during lessons,I was bored,so I inserted like 3 of my markers into my hair. One more was Sheena's hair "chopstick" [ LOL.I always pretend that it's my magic wand and go "EXPECTO PATRONUM...!!" ]. So then I had four of them in my hair,as if there was something jutting out from my head! -.-

I played with it as if I was a Japanese warrior,taking out each of them as if they were weapons. I swear, I was mentally ill at that point of time. I did not do it to attract attention,but did it out of boredom! =.=

Hmmm.What else? OH YEAH!Yesterday, I took picture with SBH <33, Mr Liu, Jolene( -_________- ) and etc. Like APA SAHAJA.

Okay,back to today. Reached Woodlands Bus Interchange at 6.15pm. By then I was superbly tired,coz I only slept for 4 hours I think? These past few days been either sleeping very late,or waking up 2 or 3 in the morning to study. I need my EIGHT HOURS BACK! HHAH. apparently,I can't,not at this point of time.

Back to story,got off the bus and I saw my pangkat pakcik who is the same age as me. He's in bloody Anderson,like whatever! And he said this to me,

Eh,lagi 69 hari. Ingat tau. (gives me that give-me-what-I-want-on-that-day
kind of face)

I was like, "Huh?69 more days? What is coming in 69 more days?"
And then, I remembered. HARI RAYA. He was expecting me to ask forgiveness from him.


hahah! I never do anything wrong must ask forgiveness from him?neyneyney.He is the one supposed to ask forgiveness from ME,after all the things he had done ehh. Abeh tersengeh-sengeh macam aku nak minta maaf gitu.Please.I.GOT.CLASS. hmph!

Wanted to take 969,but it was full. Then dont know why, I felt like walking home after centuries of not doing so.HHAHA! Like what the hell,I know.

And here I am using this laptop,not studying. THANKS EHHHH. Hahaha. Alright peeps,till next time!


TOODLES MY DARLINGSSSS!! <3333



I do not know why that name just keeps appearing when I am trying to get over it.Thanks Cambridge,for making me dwell over that name all over again.

Labels: I'm still in love with you

♥imy@ 8:24 PM

Hhaha! And I don't know what goes in my head currently. History essay is kiiling me! LOL. And I realised I only slept for 4 hours.

SO PEOPLE!! BEWARE! I AM GOING TO GET HIGH IN SCHOOL! JYEAH!

Alright,better continue with my studying.Hehehe!


Toodles loves. <3

♥imy@ 3:32 AM

Translation : One must turn the tongue seven times in the mouth before speaking = Think before you speak.




This quote is intriguing to me. The quote is originally in French,and the quote "Think before you speak" evolves from it. When you understand human behaviour well, you would realise that humans for at least a point in their life would,inadvertently,talk about things that causes a swirl in other people's emotions. No, I have never felt this feeling before,but I have seen this happen in certain occasions.

Humans tend to be so confident of themselves -- over-confident to be precise -- that they think of themselves as grandeur beings. This is the character that brings much self-destruction. This is also the character of a person that I feel suffocated to be surrounded by. Contempt, is the word to describe how I feel about such people. It disgusts me to be around them because all they care about are themselves,no one else but them.A prepostorous act. Their actions are parallel to pompous brats whose every actions just brings them a notch closer to hell. This is evident as seen in Hollywood movies such as "Wildchild",whereby a rich girl was sent to a school in England because of her precarious acts. Though it was created for entertainment purposes, it,too, sends a message to those watching. A clear message that an over-the-top character just deteriorates a person's conscience.

The stigma still stays in the minds of those influenced by the monstrous media.However, if we were to be an optimist,not all behave in this way. A minor percentage of beings are cautious of what they say. For example,artists and celebrities are left with no choice but to mind what they say in public. If not careful, they would be swarmed by paparazzi. The unwanted infamy caused by persistent scandalous freelance photographers would result in their downfall as a star with reports that are constantly not precise. At times, people feel quashed by the things that they have to face. People should get a life and mind their own business,because they have yet to feel
asphyxiated with such presence.Once they do,they regret all the doings that they did, feel sinful of their actions,but nothing they do could reverse time. Like a Hebrew saying , "Mind what you say,for it might have great consequence.". It does not only apply to words,but actions too.

In the end, the way that humans react towards the surrounding may be destructible to self as well as cause undesired circumstances in a society. However much we think before we speak, we would somehow just stumble upon the unforseen situations that comes right before our eyes.May it be good or bad,but the best thing about thinking before we speak is how we have had saved our souls from being damned by earthlings all over.


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Composition. Yessar! Well,not really. I just felt like expressing some things in a mature and thoughtful way. Just have a look at my tagboard,apparently some malicious girl is envy of my presence that she's acting so highly of herself.

To Samatha : I am a stubborn person. I do things the way that I want and no words or actions can change them.Too bad,girl,if your motive was to get me to be all emo over the rubbish that you said.Say whatever you want, I love myself more than to believe in such rubbish talk by other people.I have inseparable faith in what I believe in Life,that's more important than you are.Get on with your life. Don't be like a liquid with no directions in life. You've just wasted your time on me,because I don't give a damn of what you say. So, pack your words,store them in your memory and get going in your journey. Go, while I am being nice. Don't try to push me to my ultimate limits. Gratias tibi ago. [P.S : Do you have a problem with me being an Elmo freak?At least I am an Elmo freak,while you are just a freak who lost her sense of direction.Shukran.]



Oh,and why did I just let time let loose on such things?Like whatever! Now,I have a thousand and one homework to do. Actually not to the extent of a thousand and one, but just... a lot. Hmm. Yesterday,it just a normal day. Since I just recovered, I had to wear a mask. I admit, I look like a retard in a mask,but its called social responsibility. Hahaha. The day just passed by so fast,maybe because I had missed out on a lot of things in school. That's why I had to catch up on a lot of things.Hahah! But, fun is also another factor that make time fly so fast.

So,yesterday was like a class bonding for a group of us. All of a sudden this upcoming list of people just started acting crazy with each other and we didn't know that we had much things to share with and have something in common,that is a fun life.

Those peeps :
- Farhanah
- Fiz
- Joanne
- Jolene
- Jewel
- Rifdi
- Sheena
- Shikin
- Zhen Yi


And of course,myself! We had a good laugh. Fun,fun,fun! Made fun of each other,bonded. And we were like massaging each other?AND braiding hair? Hahah! So cool! Hehee! Love it <333.as>

Okay,that's it for today. My lengthy post might have already KIILED you! Hahah!

TATA LOVES! <333

♥imy@ 4:06 PM

Okay.I feel much better than yesterday.FEVER'S OUT! HELL YEAH! But I still have to deal with this "running nose with track shoes" [inside joke with Boss.]HAHAHA! Apparently, I am not able to smell anything.It's blocked. Oh god.

So,I heard that there's a lot of homework.LIKE WOAH....! Plane Geometry. Bull@#$#! I don't have a clue on what to do for it. HAHAH. I will soon catch up,dont worry!

You know what? Graduation night is on the 17th of November. And I still have yet to decide what to wear,how to do my hair and how to dress up?? AHHH. But, wait,O LEBEL'S first. HAHAHA.And I am broke this week.I don't know where to get the $55 to pay for Graduation night.STRESSED! ohh emm gee.


Got nothing left to say.


Toodles dearest!!

♥imy@ 7:37 PM

Hmm. My cousin tagged me this on my facebook account.And since I am darn lazy to post it in my Facebook,might as well, I do it here,on my blog!


ten things I wish I could say to ten different people:

1) Mom : I didn't know you were the best I've ever had. I wish to say I do love you a million times,but it's rather unwise.HAHAH. But whatever it is,I love you mom.

2) Rifdi : SEA LION! Haha.Yes, I wish I could say this to you face to face. You were there for me through thick and thin in my secondary school life. I feel so touched by your actions. HAHA. Despite the countless stupid arguments we had with each other, we still are friends after all. Let me tell you, I could never ask for more from a good friend like you. Thanks babe for all those things you did for me. Even though you may be hurt by certain things I do and say[rewind to the under the void deck incident.] SORREH.

3) Tiq : TIQ! I WANT TO SAY THIS TO YOU! YOU REALLY MAKE PEOPLE FEEL SO JEALOUS OF YOUR INTELLIGENCE THAT I REALLY WANT TO OWN IT! haha,a confession.oops.

4) Fiz : YELLOW YELLOW YELLOW. I wish that I could sing the song about YELLOW to you the whole day.But I am not so bad to doing so.HAHAHHA!

5) SBH and my other friends : You people are the ones that I treasure most. I love you guys so much! You just light up every day of my life with joy and laughter!

6) I just miss those days being with you. Life's tough,but I just got to move on. I have tried numerous times to forget and move on,but do you know how much I hate you because you just penetrate into my skin and never want to leave me alone? thanks for all the tears that you caused me to tear for. I wished I haven't known you at all.

7) Nadiah : HEHEHEH! You RAINBOW-COLOURED-HAIR person! HAHAHAH! I miss you so much when you were in London do you know that? I was wishing that time passes very fast so that when you come back I could spend time with you. I kind of regretted for not spending time with you when you were still staying put in Singapore! See la, now I miss yoou so much when you're there! HAHAH! I look forward to see your new hairstyle!!

8) Thanks for being there and make me laugh at the jokes that you cracked.HAHA.Though it was lame,but you still made me laugh by the way you express it. Even though we have just known each other for only quite some time, I really wish that you were a friend that existed in my life a long time ago. Thanks for understanding my oh-so-random ways of expressing my thoughts.HAHAH.

9) Miss Lim : She made me love Maths! And I have to salute to her for making me believe in myself that I am able to pull through in these subjects. Thus, without her light hearted yet drilling lessons,I do not think I could even get that B3 of mine for A Maths.

10) You are my whole life. You shape me to who I am today,and you'd always be my pillar of strength.

nine things about myself:

1) I am feeling so awful right now that I can't think straight right now.

2) I am a random person.Being random just makes people laugh at me because I say certain things at the wrong point of time.

3) I have been reading my Physics text book since yesterday.And I am proud of doing so,I guess.

4) Laughing is therapeutic. I laugh to get all the unpleasant feelings out of me,thus I am a very cheerful person.

5) I can be a drama queen at times.Haha. I just act like one actually.Its just plainly ACTING.

6) I am a faithful person. Once I truly love someone,my feelings would stay true for him and it never change.So,indirectly I am saying that I am rather stubborn,if you aren't able to get the underlying meaning.

7) I was once a Pupil Volunteer for a year in my primary school whereby I help to maintain the traffic and pedestrian crossing in the school. Quite a cool experience.HAHA. You know acting like a traffic police for once in your life,but rather a mundane job.

8) I love how I lead my life now.

9) Honestly, I am studying hard to get into Medicine School in the future.I really want to get in that school because I love studying about how certain medicine cures illnesses,and I want to learn in greater depth about it.

eight ways to win my heart:

1) Be honest with me. Never lie to me because I detest liars.

2) Have a good sense of humour and making me laugh my ass off.

3) Love me for who i am deep inside,not love me for just my physical appearance.

4) Be really understanding,and make sure you don't try to piss me off. Once you do, say goodbye.

5) BUY ME CHOCOLATES AND TELL ME THAT YOU ARE SORRY A MILLION TIMES. [it's rather unjust,but that IS one of the ways]

6) Take me to the viewing mall in Changi Airport's Terminal 3. I would love it.

7) Be sincere in your actions,and don't ask for anything in return.Don't try to buy my heart with money because that ain't going to work,at all.

8) Just be yourself and don't pretend.I love people who are just being themselves,and do not live life in pretence.

seven things i can't get off my mind:

1) someone I ought NOT to think about.

2) MY PRELIMS.

3) the homework that just keeps on piling

4) Shikin's moonwalk.

5) when will I even finish this darn thing. (:

6)how to enter The Biggest Loser Asia. [I don't think I've even surpassed the criteria.]

7) Him.

six things I do before I fall asleep:

1) Look at the clock.

2) Lie down on my bed.

3) Listen to music.

4) Think about things.

5) Look up at the ceiling.

6) Check my phone if I had my alarm on at the correct time.

five people i care about:

1) Family.

2) SBH ku yang tersayang.

3) nurhalim

4) the friends that I always have a good laugh with [brigitte,val,sheena]

5) those who are less fortunate than I am.

four things i'm wearing right now:

1) Jeans. [you must be wondering why.]

2) A red Singapore Red-Cross t-shirt

3) Contact lenses

4) a rubber band with a gold heart on it.

three songs i listen to often:

1) Thinking Of You -Katy Perry

2) I Think Of You - Taj Jackson

3) Empty Frames - Neyo

two things i want to do before i die:

1) whatever i can to serve God.

2) Help people in need.

one confession:

1) I can't get over him no matter how hard I tried. I am sorry.


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Finally. I am down with a fever and flu and cough. I swear I've never felt this awful before. THREE IN ONE. Macam nak cakap thanks gitu. My fever is really playing tricks on me. Yesterday night it was still in the 37 degrees range. Today in the morning it was 38 degrees.Went to the doctor and it went down just a little to 37.6 degrees. And now its 38.1. Roller coaster ke pe?? I am really scared I won't recover by Friday.Coz what I heard from Rifdi is that once you have flu-like symptoms, you are given LoA for 7 days. SIAO AH? It'll be mental torture I tell you!

Actually woke up at 3am to do homework and study a bit. Coz yesterday I slept in early after eating Panadol Extra [which apparently doesn't seem to be working at all] and I already felt drained yesterday. I hope to recover soon! Pray for me people!!

Okay,I need to sleep. I need to fully recover by tomorrow night so that I won't miss anymore school.AHHHHH!


GOOODBYE LOVELIES. <333

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♥imy@ 7:10 PM

Muhammad Rifdi Bin Jaffar,tolong jangan kembang ehhhs.Mentang mentang ada kedai yang pakai nama glamour kau.

okay.that shop is located at jurong west st 41,if you want to see it for yourself.HAHA.

So anyway, mom woke me up early in the morning to go to the wet market at Jurong. =.="
thanks ehh. Upon reaching,mom asked where we wanted to eat.My brother said Nasi Lemak.We went to Kopitiam.When we reached Kopitiam,my dearest little brother decided to change his mind and he wanted to eat Mee Siam. like what the... He is so fickle minded! In the end,there was no more Mee Siam. He ended up eating Yong Tau Fu like me.Thanks ehhhh.Sugguh favoured la ehh.Finished eating and I was having super bad stomach cramps! I almost couldn't walk or stand up! It was really killing me.If that were to happen in school, Rifdi would be my pinching bag.LOL!

So then,bought baju Hari Raya! Yessar! I am PINK this year. HANAH!I KNOW YOU LOVE ME. just say it. nyeehhehe. Mom said she's gonna get for me a white one too. I decided to switch to Baju Kurong this year. Felt like wearing something more traditional? Yeah.Then going to tailor a dress from the kain that my aunt bought for me. I'll see what design I can do with it. I wanted my brothers to buy pink too,but they bought this ugly shade of blue.[its not this colour.its something darker,yet bright.]YUCKS.so no taste. Pink is the in colour for guys,but sadly,they are so not into fashion like their sister.Haiz.

Okay,let's move a day behind. Friday,10.07.09. I forgot to bring my history notes yesterday. Thank God Mdm Tang didnt walk around and check.SAVED! haha. So then, after school, went down with Kin and Hanah for no reason? Sat down with Kak Aishah and Naufal in the canteen. Haha,as usual kalau ada Shikin confirm kecoh. Laugh laugh until cannot tahan. At 1.25, went up to class for Chemistry remedial. And this is the part where I got bullied.

Fiz,Kin and Hanah used Fiz's finished correction tape film to wrap it around me.Dah gitu tak pe,buat rambut aku macam setan mana pulak tu.Pas tu ambik gambar pulak tu. Suka eh korang bully aku.Part macam gini lah aku jadi mangsa.Nasib nasib. Let bygones be bygones. CHEYBAH!

HAHAH! Oh plus yesterday I was so tired,I slept at 8.30pm.Macam best gitu. Then,woke up to the voices of people downstairs.It was so irritating.So inconsiderate! I mean I know you're making a wedding ceremony downstairs la,but what the hell it was already like what,12am in the morning???Couldn't sleep until 1 or 2 am like that.thanks so very the much la.


To:i-do-not-need-to-specify-who

thanks for making me smile and laugh to myself like a retard now.i am myself once again.thanks darl. <333


Toodles lovables! <33333

♥imy@ 9:11 PM

MALAY ORAL WAS LIKE whatevershitisaidissonotneeded.


Yes,if,you can figure that out,good. I waited for 3 hours just to have a 10 minutes talk.Like wow.All that time for just that??cakap thanks so much ehh.sumpah aku suka.in that 3 hours,i was like very super high.Siti was my worst victim.Felt so restless,then I started acting like a retard,I swear.A lot of people were looking at my stupid acts,but heck,I was B.O.R.E.D. I laughed and laughed,and made people laugh of my stupidity. Like no motive to disturb people when they are so stressed about the Oral. HAHAH. And so,I went back at 5.20?? Yeah. Screwed,I guess.

Maths. We are chiong-ing like siao mad cuckoo people.We're finishing Kinematics tomorrow,when we only started the chapter on Wednesday.Macam best gitu kan.Mir,you are missing out like a lot a lot.HAHAH.Swine flu girl.

Eh,dah lah.I am very so sleepy now.I dont know why.Aching all over. And adding to that,my ankle is injured.I haven't seen a doctor yet. Cool or whaat?Haha. Okay..


TOODLES,LOVES??



imnotgoingtofallagainbyebyeandtaksudiakunaktseeyou.

♥imy@ 8:20 PM

Alright people! Last Friday was my brother's birthday,bought him a white polo tee.My parents bought him W980,say whaaaaaaaat??Ate together as a family,eat cake,open presents and that's about all.

Saturday. I went to the zoo. FUN FUN FUN. But I swear it was tiring.And we got lost a few times IN the zoo.Ironic or whaat?Hahah.Watched one animal show. The sealion so cute!!! Perangai equivalent to Rifdi's.HAHAHAHAH! I assure you,it's an exact duplicate.Sorry Di,can't help it! The sealion's name is Phillips. Then when the emcee said that he was handsome,teros kembang. Kan perangai sama..HAHHA! Enjoyed it very much. Went back at around 2pm,coz after we reached home,had to go out again to the airport. Fetched my cousins!

Finally the two of them are back! I miss them so much! And Abang Nazrul just kept growing taller[ or am I the one getting shorter? o_0 ]. Haiz.I need the genes to grow much taller than this. Okay,whatever. So yeps, WELCOME HOME, BOTH OF YOU!

Sunday had to iron one pile of clothes almost equivalent the height of mount everest.HAHA,I haven't ironed for A WEEK. LOL.Then at night, helped mom with her office work. I LOVE TO DO HER WORK LA<333.It's so fun. It has to do with money,that's why I love doing her work. LOL. There was one project that has not paid more than ONE MILLION dollars. Oh plus, the Resort World will have a Universal Studio.HAHAHA! And not only that, if I am not wrong they will even have 2 roller coaster rides.I am not sure though.But the Universal Studio is a definitely.Hahah.EXCITEMENT!Can't wait for it to be built!

And today,I am doing nothing. Going to study after I finish blogging.Hehs. Currently addcited to Chris Brown's Nothin'. Love it to bits. Go listen.HAHAH!

Okay nothing more to say.

Love you people<3333.

♥imy@ 1:14 PM

Hah! I finished my poem during Literature class yet again.So here is the finished version.Here it goes.



I still long for you,
There's no reason that I should
You still linger in me,
That's what I abhor about you
That ghostly figure of yours,
Haunt me in every step I take
Painstakingly...

If given the opportunity,
I'd swear I'll leave everything behind
You were hope to me,
Even though you were a good for nothing
Should you have not drown me in my tears,
I wouldn't have lost sanity, I wouldn't have been
Abandoned...

Time and again,you'd change,
Each time leaving me in disdain
Nothing I did would change your perception,
Obviously ignorant to my actions
Yet,there's one question that kept replaying in my mind,
What,then,is your reason for taking me
In...?

Have you ever dreamt of fantasy,
Having only me,you and serenity?
We'll be away from reality,
Building castles and treated royally
It'll only be wishful thinking for fairytale to turn into a palace so grand
Where me and you only existed in a kingdom of
Neverland..



Read the last words of each stanza. And take the first alphabet of each of the last words,combine them,you will get one word.And that would be the title. Cool huh? Hahha!

So school today was like usual.Same boring thing repeating itself for eternity. And so,let's just skip that part of the story.

Hmm.I was made fun of by the usual people.No elaboration required. Oh! You should see how Shikin does her moonwalk.I swear it doesn't look like a moonwalk,but more like a insane chicken walking back and forth and flapping its wings at the same time. HAHAH! And ultimately, it was ever so retarded.Hahah! Shikin janga buat keje bodoh la.But she really made our day.I mean first thing in the morning in school,she already start to make people laugh.Joker.But thanks anyway!

Seriously, I have nothing much to talk about today.Except that I have a super bad headache during school hours,especially during Lit. Grrh.

Tomorrow's is my brother's birthday,and yet, I haven't bought him his present. Thinking of buying him this striped Giordano polo tee. It'll definitely look good on his model body.I'm just so jealous that he has this nice curves on his body and like super long legs.Minus the slight bulge that is. Inherited by my dad. Jealous,jealous,jealous.

I shall stop here for today.

Till then loves.<333

♥imy@ 6:27 PM

School has reopened! Am I supposed to jump for joy or go "ohh myy gayy, it's school-ing time!". I don't even know if school-ing IS a proper word for it.HAHAHA!

I just have one very ohhemmgee comment. Mdm Tang look super slim now. I really do want to know what's her secret. I tell you, IT IS LIKE WHOA WHOA! AMAZING LA!

Anyway, Maths lesson was always the same. Brain dead by the time we started the chapter of Area of Region. Another shot-in-the-heart chapter. Wait until Kinematics,that one, I am glad to say GOODBYE! hahha.

For Physics,I had to change class because of a banding system.But I thank God that I did change class.I swear that I AM LOVING PHYSICS NOW<333.thanks to Mr Lim Yiu Tian. You know what?I FINALLY understood what the heck is a solenoid and how the heck to do the Flemmings Left hand rule as well as the Right Hand Grip rule. Amazing?Definitely. And I would try my best to get at least a B3 for Physics.At least. Hahah.

Same thing goes for Chemistry.Changed class too.Now in Mr Hoon's class.It's actually quite okay la. I somehow and somewhat understand better. But unfortunately, my seat in that class is not as pleasant as it may sound. Thanks Sheena,thanks so much for making me realise it I tell you...I shouldn't have told you in the first place.Hmph.HAHAHAH! I shall not elaborate.

And Rifdi, thank you for spreading to the whole wide world about my opinion of ____________ and ____________. The whole world does not need to know.It's so tak perlu punya case. Its confidential beb. Secret between me and you. Ok,that sounds wrong.Hahah. Now,Sheena is tagging it on my tagboard. Is it cool or whaaat? You don't need to even think of an answer for that question,seriously. And did I tell you, today they came up with new names for me yet again?Oh and I am so surprised???Nah,its quite funny I should say. Hot air balloon, and say whatthehelldoesithavetodowithyou? Will not say,just try to figure.Break the code.That's all I'm hinting you.

During Literature lesson,I was bored to death.And so,I started writing a poem. Great time to get inspirations from huh? Literature,Poem?Get it?Only the first 2 stanzas.

I still long for your presence,
There's no reason that I should
You still linger in me,
That's what I abhor about you
That ghostly figure of yours,
Haunts me in every step I take
Painstakingly...

If given the opportunity,
I'd swear to leave everything behind
You were hope to me,
Though there was barely anything good about you
Should you not have drown me in my tears,
I wouldn't have lost sanity,I wouldn't have been
Abandoned...



If its finished,probably it'll make more sense.I don't know why I felt so emo during Lit.Hhaha.Okay,I want to watch Suci..stupid show,but dang,I'm addicted.


Toodles loves.

♥imy@ 6:57 PM