OMG! I think I am down for PTM.

F.
U.
C.
K.


Gawd! My does my result have to be utterly disgusting?Goodness.I think my dad is going to scream at me very,very,very,very soooooooooon!!! Let me be mentally prepared for that to come. NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Damn. Malay intensive was ever so gruelling. Gosh. In 4 more days, I WILL be sitting for my O's.[Mrs Wong,I have finally aced in creating a proper, structured sentence with WILL.Be proud of me. =D ] HAHAHA!

PEOPLE,I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT,which I don't think it matters now because apparently I already told everyone.But nevermind,let me emphasise it ONCE AGAIN.

I AM VERY INTO BOYS OVER FLOWERS CURRENTLY. AND NOW,IT SEEMS LIKE A DRUG FOR ME. ANYONE HAS ANYTHING TO CURE THIS THING?


Done.Someone really help me out. I couldn't get my itchy hands not to go to the website,Youtube. Oh gawd.

HELP.
ME.
OUT.

♥imy@ 6:36 PM

I AM BRAIN DRAINED. X___X

Oh gawd. Do you know how mentally tired I am? And you thought that Monday was your last paper,and then you got to know there are another 144156841565456556 more papers to go. WTF. Like seriously,I couldn't even think properly,whatsmore to think STRAIGHT. I need fresh air,I need to go out, I NEED A LIFE!


I have to sit for more MALAY PAPERS. And currently,I have totally ran out of ideas of what to write for my karangan.Like eurgh,it's annoying.

anyway,I was blog hopping and like OMG, there's this one oh-my-eff-he-is-cute guy.Hhaha.Random much.I guess I went blog hopping in search of cute guys.No life? Realised that many centuries ago.

AGM today was screwed. How pathetic could it be? We waited ONE HOUR for the room to be opened.Like oh my fuck, was that even supposed to happen on AGM? Officially passed down to the juniors, and poor new elected president and vice president had to go for their very first meeting,and they were late.All thanks to,i know who,you know who,they know who. It was kind of funny seeing how tensed the juniors were. WE,THE SENIORS,EXPECT A GRAND POP FROM ALL OF YOU JUNIORS!

wearesuchgoodseniorshowcanyounothavethatforus?

So like anyways,after paper did the AGM powerpoint slides.My fuck,it was superbly last minute please.HAHAHA! We finished the slides and crapped our way through within let's see 40 minutes? Cool stuff huh?

Oh,and after Malay O's going to shop! I'm out of clothes. I need to buy a brand new cupboard of clothes like ASAP. EMERGENCY HERE. We're going for this Gentarasa thingy at NYP. SBH kushh ygxs tersygkxs will be dressed in colour codes black and white.Okay,why did I type like that.....? Oh well. Gonna be half half I think.See first la.

I feel like sleeping N.O.W but can't because it's almost prayers time. GAH. I feel hypnotised and my eyes are just like closing in...

FIVE.....
FOUR.....
THREE.......
TWO........
ONE......

♥imy@ 6:46 PM

DEMORALISED

Bereaved

Mortified

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How do you think I faired based on the words above?Gosh,today sucked big time.That will still be continued tomorrow.And the humiliation just goes on.I am so very demoralised by my Malay marks. Like eurgh. I failed my paper 2,how bad can that be? And let's see. Mother Tongue O's is like in 2 weeks time.As a matter of fact, it is less than 2 weeks away. Just look and my results for Malay. I made history in MY life by getting myself a just-nice B4 for Malay.Never before was I even near to that band. Oh gosh.

Let's SKIP the whole Malay thing. Because it makes me feel so bad. My A1 for Malay just flew past me in a blink of an eye. Chemistry,oh well, I had a C6. I was confident of the answers, BUT, due to my consistent carelessness, I got a C6. Oh well, I went to flip through the paper again,guess what? I lost around 10-12 marks because I was such a short-sighted person who couldn't open my eyes big enough[EVEN THOUGH ITS ALREADY LIKE BURSTING OUT] to even read the question properly.

Okay EMaths. IMPROVEMENT! Just a little bit more and I smell at least an A2 near me. By prelims,I WILL GET THAT A1 OF MINE. Work on my careless mistake.

Social Studies. I failed by 4 marks.Am I supposed to be proud of that or what???? I think I scored better for SBQ,although my Comparison Qn I got a Z-E-R-O. Perfect! Nah,I MUST work on my explanation and my Comparison skill AND I am positive that I can at least achieve a B4 by prelims.And plus,I could have done better if I had only done TWO OTHER FACTORS for SEQ. Yes, I went to do more than that,and it wasted my effort.

During June holidays, I will mug even harder and even more than what I had. I think I just need a little bit more to get through it. I just need a little more practice,hard work and a bit more brains so that I can get past this hurdle.

Tomorrow will be another exciting day ahead. There will be an aisle with a red carpet specially for F9s. I look forward to see it walk on that red carpet. And why am I welcoming it with open arms?Because I couldn't expect more.

♥imy@ 5:04 PM

Okay,had council meeting today. I was late for half an hour. Coz had some misunderstanding. Bong and Mong were stranded outside because they didn't dare to come in.HAHAHA! We were the only Sec 4s there,so malu please.No,actually,there was one more Sec 4 from Malay Dance. Having this Arts Night event on 5th June.Arts Night was the name of the event.The council is in the process of changing the name. Because, Arts Night just sounded so..... cliche. We're changing it to something like "Essence of the Arts". Like way much better. Oh, please do come for this event. Opened to the Performing Arts Alumni and Parents of Swiss.

Let's forget about that.Many more meetings to come.BUT,it will not be the 3 of us. It'll be a new batch of leaders. Yay?! After that waste-of-my-time meeting, went to West Mall to eat at KFC and to discuss who will take over the CCA after we step down. Had a great time scrutinizing the new batch. Laughed our asses off. Tomorrow we will have a meeting with the other Sec Fours and teachers to agree with our selection. Hope they would 110% agree to it. Carefully selected puh-lease.

Alright,I am very nervous.Tomorrow we will be getting back our papers.Its freaky.I dont know what to expect like seriously.Oh me gosh!I hope I did better than my CA1. I mean I don't want to be discouraged after working hard for this exam.Okay,no matter what I have to get through it and work even harder for my prelims.

Nothing much to say.

Labels: neurasthenia

♥imy@ 3:13 PM

Just thinking of O's, just freaks me out. In a matter of less than 6 months,I will be sitting for my O Levels and that would definitely leave me with butterflies in my stomach. After 4 years of secondary school education,it will all beat down to only 2 weeks of my life.And all of it, for this recognised examination.Oh gosh! So,freeeaaakky!

And some thing is continuously bothering me.I don't know what.But it just bothers me a lot.Geez.It's like a leech that is stuck on me,and can never get off.Grrrh.

And one last thing.I owe a lot of people presents! Oh gosh! I am so sorry! I'll try to get you guys a present ASAP! So sorry!!

♥imy@ 7:56 PM

Alright,I've just changed my blogskin.I'm happy with it except for the tagboard part.Lazy to change the colours la..Heh.But going to change it again soon.Currently looking for something,unique & childish?

So exams.ONE MORE TO GO TILL TOUCH DOWN!
Wait,I still have my Malay O's coming up in 2 WEEKS time!Oh gosh! I am so scared.Darn it.Coz this year I screwed my Oral to bits.I stammered a lot and even asked the teacher to give me some time to think halfway through the conversation!

But,somehow,I just feel a sense of achievement for this year.For the first time,I really mugged! Like achievement!

Oh,and I think the drama club will be performing our SYF piece again at CDANS.That's still an if.There's going to be a meeting on Marking Day,so we'll discuss it.

Nothing to say now.So bye.

♥imy@ 6:22 PM

I dread the day to come.

But I have to face the truth.

Exams have started. Standing ovation, please.

Today had Social Studies. AND FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE LIFE,I FINISHED THE WHOLE PAPER. aww.I know you're jelaous of me. Give ME a round of applause.Haha. Insanity is back.

HOWEVER,looking back at yesterday,I did not finish my English paper.OOPS. what an irony. Oh well.

Anyway,I did my best for SS.I hope I would get good grades there.

Saturday studied with Syahmi. My goodness he was like 3.5 hours late???!! I waited for him for one hour at the MRT station! He pissed me off,really. He went to the airport on his own in the end. Let's not talk about that.

Okay,my cousin tagged me on my Facebook,and I find this thing ubber cool.


Using only song names from ONE ARTISTE, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think.

Pick Your Artist: The Pussycat Dolls

Are you male or female: Glamour Girl [err...?]

Describe yourself : Too Woman [oops.]

How do you feel about yourself: BEEP. [HEHHE]

Describe where you currently live: Elevator [LOVE IT!]

If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Top Of The World.

Your favorite form of transportation: We went as far as we felt like going?

Your best friend is: Halo [not Beyonce.NICE SONG!]

Your favorite color is: Painted Windows.

What's the weather like: Whatchamacallit [HAHAHA!]

Favorite time of day: Ta-ta

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called: When I Grow Up

What is life to you : Whatever Happens

What is the best advice you have to give: Out of this Club

If you could change your name, what would it be: Mr.Operator [I don't want to change gender!]

Your favorite food is: Buttons. [ROFL.]

Thought for the Day: I DON'T NEED A MAN!

How I would like to die: Hush Hush

My soul's present condition: Played.

My motto: U Don't Own Me. [HAH.]



That's all I have for NOW.Tatata.

♥imy@ 12:31 PM