I woke up in the morning today,and I thought I would wake up feeling good. Not until I saw a missed call on my phone. I went to find out who called me at 9.30 in the morning.I thought it was someone close to me,as in my friends or family member.

To my surprise,it was a familiar number.A number that I thought I would forget,that it'll disappear into thin air. And the person who called had entered my life as a stranger,stepped out of my life as if I were an invisible soul to his eyes. And today,he re-entered my life,as if nothing had happened in the past.

After SIX MONTHS that you were gone,you came in again?What do you want from me?I still don't understand. You're freaking me out.

Yes, those feelings I had for you is still lingering in me.But why must it be now?Why can't it be earlier or later?Why now?

♥imy@ 9:46 PM

Something is around the corner,of my eyes,of my mind.
Yes,you've guessed it.


SEMESTRAL ASSESSMENT ONE aka MID-YEAR EXAMS.


I am so freaking nervous.Geez.It's really scary thinking about it.It's merely a week away!My goodness. This week was hell.Each day we can have up to 3 tests, CONSECUTIVELY.
No,it was actually only for yesterday's case. Had Physics test, Chemistry and E Maths test yesterday.Screwed the papers.
And don't say anything about homework. It's really piling up and I think,currently, it's as high as Taipei 101! Like oh my gosh! This week had to do plenty and plenty of compositions for both English and Malay.
And Maths. 5 Mock papers. DEAD. X(


I really think the Singapore education system is trying to kill every student studying here. My goodness,the stress level! I think Singapore will soon be known for the highest number of people with mental illness. Imagine,the competition level,the stress level,the maximum amount of hard work has to be counted for if you want to survive in Singapore.Basically what you need to survive in Singapore is to have the brains. People with no brains,work harder. That's how life is in Singapore. You can't get anywhere without education can you?

Yes, Singapore is working on to become a First World country,but hey, when the time comes whereby almost all the young generation have their degrees, who is going to do the dirty jobs? The graduants?Seriously,would Singaporeans even want to do those jobs? That is what I always ask myself. Like,what if,there were no other high position jobs that fit my position as a degree holder and that only the lowest wage jobs were vacant?Would I want to accept that job?

Let us think about it. Would you rather die from hunger/starvation or would you rather work with whatever the wage you'll get and be able to fill your stomach, at least a scant amount? Sometimes, we need to ignore the amount of pay that a company gives us. As long as we are able to sustain ourselves, I guess that's all that matters. At the end of the day, what is most important is to be able to live and I guess,to also be able to adapt to the Singapore system which is ever-challenging. To think about it, what are we trying to fight for? For recognition? Or are we supposedly to be fighting for our lives? It doesn't make sense.

I do agree that it challenges us and test us our mental strength/resilience,but at the same time,it is just too much. All they're looking for are people with brain power and talented people.We go through education for that matter? Does it make any sense?It does not make any cents[sense] to me.



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HOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLDDDDDDDDDD IIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

What the heck did I just babbled about? Wow.I could have written a composition there!! BUT, I was telling the truth.HEH.Eh,whatever la. It's 11 now,and I want to sleep!

oh btw, DRAMA CLUB GOT A BRONZE AWARD.
Job well done.Standards have gone up,so it's okay. There will always be another one in 2 years' time.

OK. TOOODALALALA!

♥imy@ 8:56 PM

Lately,I have been feeling superbly sick,and I do not know why. So today, I am at home resting. Geez.

Yesterday was SYF day, and I really don't care what results they get, because it was kind of screwed. MinLi and I were kind of pissed because there were so many background sounds that were heard. But it's okay, let's just move on with it.

I am glad that SYF is over.I finally can concentrate on my Mid-Year and stuff. Hah! My brain needs to switch to Exam Mode as soon as possible.

♥imy@ 1:14 PM

Labels: mad

♥imy@ 12:04 PM

Gosh,like seriously,I don't feel like running tomorrow.

Can I just skip it?Feel like watching Fast and Furious but no one want to go with me tomorrow.Boo-hoo.3.2km?My gosh.FEEL SO LAZY.

Oh and anyway,today girls had punishment to wear the skirt very high and tuck all the shirt in.OH MY GOD.It looks so fargly.Lucky only one day.The boys have to do that for 1 week?I think.

Been acting retarded lately.I dont know why.Feeling very high!! Haha.Been like what?Singing??Acting??Like a MAD woman.


MAD AT YOU....

and I don't know the rest.Lets leave it as it is, before I SPOIL it any further.

and really,whats up with people linking me Feizul?

I.
DONT.
GET.
IT.

♥imy@ 8:16 PM

Gosh. These past few days had been hectic. Rehearsal here and there. MISSING MY LESSONS BECAUSE OF REHEARSALS.

Let's begin with Friday. My gosh. Suckish day.Chem SPA for the drama club students had to be postponed to tomorrow. Geez. In the afternoon had rehearsal at ACS Barker. My goodness, is this the bloody standard we are going to perform. I don't really blame the casts nor the crew,but some people just had to make things more complicated. And some of the cast think they belong to the casts and they should not even help the crew to carry the props on stage. Easy to say, they went into the hall, EMPTY-HANDED when there were loads of props to be carried in.Where the hell is the UNITY?


And I guess I was over the top too. Vented out my anger on them. The Sec Fours were laughing at what I said? Maybe they are not used with me scolding the club,they usually see the smiley side of me.But hey,I get angry too you know. Let's leave that aside.


Yesterday,had to run first before rehearsals. At first, I didn't run, but when Shao Fen came,I guess I needed to run with her coz she was WALKING.It was kind of funny.Her running speed, is equivalent to Brigitte's walking speed. So ran with her in my skirt.I feel so yucky after that.Then helped with the props.





suddenly the house is filled with silence.i know i was wrong,but there's no need for you to shut me out.

♥imy@ 11:52 AM