I feel so helpless right now. I can't do anything seriously. Blank.

Why does it always have to happen to us? I really didn't see it coming. Wait, I didn't even know that it could happen. Now that he's in someplaceIdon'twishtomention, it hurts me even more. I almost blacked out when I got the news. I feel like cursing out loud, but that won't help. Why does it have to be at this point of time? I really feel like killing myself because of this. But on the other hand, at least he would learn his lesson.

I need to see him. I really need to. Oh God, just help me this once.

Labels: i love you, just hold on kay?

♥imy@ 8:25 PM

OMG! Staying at home,literally, kills me. GAHHHHH!

This whole week have been going out though. To grandmother's house that is. Helped her pack her stuff at her house there. the rivalries go on, never ending story to it. While packing her stuff, saw lots of things. HAHAHA. Let's list down the things I "stole" :

1) 4 Gucci Bags [ NEVER used before. Still brand new. My late grandfather bought it for his daughters, but apparently, none of them took it. So, I took it. (: ]

2) Louis Vuitton Laptop bag. [ It was my aunt's I think. Oh well, I don't need her consent to take it. ]

3) Big Sylvester soft toy.

4) Tweety Bird soft toy [ in YELLOW. ]

5) Doraemon Cushion

6) Winnie the Pooh mini soft toy.

7) A black beret

8) Baju Kurung??



Lol. Yeah, basically that were it. ALL OF IT ARE NEW. happiness! Haha! Okay la, gtg.


TOODLES LOVES.

♥imy@ 10:19 PM

TAPE ME ON YOUR VIDEO PHONE I CAN HANDLE YOU
WATCH ME ON YOUR VIDEO PHONE.


LOL. Somehow I am like addicted to that song. HAHAH! Gross video, but, the tune quite nice. Anyway, my brother bought a new phone today. I am like effing pissed off please. His phone is so freaking expensive even though his results were suckish like hell. Eurgh. He got like a bloody 212. Seriously, I think my brothers are born stupid. GOD. Like babi, now my parents expectations of me are like so high. SO PISSED!

I want to get new phone. Dont care. Gonna bug my parents. Haha! My phone spoil already. Its switching off by itself now. Crazy phone. I just remembered,lol, my parents havent given me a birthday present. Like wtf. Haiz.

I really got nothing to say. I am getting bored by day. Can't work, can't go out. STUCK! I WANT CASHHHH$$$$$! I NEED TO GO SHOPPING! LIKE EFFING BADLY.



So toodles lovelies!

♥imy@ 10:15 PM

I NEED MONEY,
so that i can buy rifdi's present(:

♥imy@ 6:45 PM

I am going insane at the moment. I dont know what to do. Everything just has to beat down to this.

Frankly, I never wanted to leave him. Really. And now, he's asking for help, and I am struggling to help him out. I feel so awful right now. Why the hell must it have happened to him?

Or maybe I just trusted him too much? Maybe all of this was a lie. Maybe it was just to set me up. I dont know.

Can anyone help me out and give me answers??

This is the consequence for loving and trusting someone too much. I'm hating it.

♥imy@ 11:07 PM

YOU PEOPLE HAVE HAVE TO WATCH THIS VIDEO.

His voice is hot or whaaaaat? omg. and yeah, he messed up part of the lyrics,but,gah, still!

♥imy@ 1:42 PM

O's are finally finally over. YESSAR!

Wanted to move to tumblr, but the codes gave me so much headache. Menyampah. Back here to blogger. -.-

Graduation is like tomorrow. I am quite nervous. HAHAHA! Like why must I be nervous?? pfft. -.- Going to dress up something or somewhat like a genie.Hope I can pull it off. HAHAH!

Anyway, holidays are going to be dreading and long. Mom's not allowing me to work, because I would have my spinal operation soon, which I totally have forgotten about during my O's fever. Gah. Quite stressed about the op actually. This one really quite scared.HAHAH. And speaking about that, I won't be able to ride the G-Max if I have my operation soon! Aww man. Can we like ride the G-Max soon?? please please please.

Feeling kind of bored at home. And it's been raining like non-stop. Can't go anywhere. Pissed off. Haiz.

Nothing else to say.

TOODLES loves.

♥imy@ 1:10 PM